My Will Is Broken - NiExshadow
I've been walking through the memories
Like a ghost inside my mind
Every step reminds me softly
Of the love I left behind
You were everything I clung to
Every breath and every lie
But I'm standing in the ruins
Of a heart that lost the fight
I try to stay strong
Try to know what's left inside
But the pain keeps dragging me
Like a river pulling with the tide
My will is broken
And I can't pretend to heal
You left me open
Bleeding places I can't feel
I keep reaching out for something
That will never bring you back
My will is broken
And my world has faded black
I still whisper to the silence
Like you're listening from afar
But the truth is hard and heavy
You don't care where I now are
All the nights I spent forgiving
What you never tried to change
Left me stranded in the darkness
Of a love that turned estranged
I beg the stars for mercy
Beg the sun to let me breathe
But even daylight turns its face
When it sees you're gone from me
My will is broken
And I can't pretend to heal
You left me open
Bleeding places I can't feel
I keep reaching out for something
That will never bring you back
My will is broken
And my world has faded black
I don't know how to rise again
With the weight you left behind
Every promise that you shattered
Still lives heavy on my mind
If love was meant to guide us
Why did yours lead me astray
Now I'm falling through the pieces
Of the life you threw away
My will is broken
And I'm tired of being strong
You left me hoping
For a love that proved me wrong
I keep holding on to emptiness
Where your heart used to be
My will is broken
But one day
One day I'll set me free
