Let Me Break

I’m not the puppet you designed

I’m breaking out of every lie

You made me bear a world on fire

Then called my suffering “inspired”

I tried to walk the lines You drew

But every step just cut me through

Each shout I threw into the sky

Came back as silence, cold denial

If You’re the one who shaped my scars

Why leave me clawing in the dark?

I’m sick of bleeding for this life

Sick of carrying every fight

I’m sick of being the one who stands

While everything falls through my hands

I’m done with all Your silence

Done being hope’s appliance

If You can see this rage in me

Then let me break.. Just let me be..

Then let me break.. Just let me be..

I’m tired of saving everyone

While no one sees the wars I’ve won

I’m tired of smiling through the ache.. Ache..

A ghost inside a fault-line quake

I’m sick of being “strong” for all

Sick of pretending I don’t fall

If I’m the hero in Your script

Why does it tear me limb from limb?

And I am done with this charade

I hate this world You let betray

Not one of You has cared for me

So take your love hypocrisy

If this is how You built my pain

Why keep me breathing here again?

I never asked to live this way

You hear me, God? I hate this place

I’m sick of bleeding for this life

Sick of carrying every fight

I’m sick of being the one who stands

While everything falls through my hands

I’m done with all Your silence

Done being hope’s appliance

If You can see this rage in me

Then let me break.. Just let me be..

Then let me break.. Just let me be..

I’m not Your flawless tragedy

I’m not the saint You meant to be

You didn’t send me here as light

You made me human just to fight

I never asked to breathe this air

Never asked to drown in despair

Your shadows cling like iron ropes

Crushing the last of all my.. Hopes

Crushing the last of all my.. Hopes

If this is all You wrote for me

Then let these chains fall finally

I’m sick of bleeding for this life

Sick of surviving out of spite

If destiny won’t fight for me

Then I will drag it to its knees

I’m done with every broken plea

Done begging You to notice me

If You can hear this agony

Then let me break..

Just let me be..

Then let me break.. Just let me be..