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I love to sleep cause I pretend that I'm dead
But I hate waking up cause it's hard to forget
That I've lost all control
Of this life that I've held so dear
And I wait for the bus but I'm not on the bench
I'm just spread across the ground
Making friends with cement
Hoping that the bus won't miss me
When it comes my way
Well I made a few jokes but they
Said they weren't funny
I tried to force a smile
But they said it was ugly
I tried to make a friend but
No one was a friend to me
Poured my heart to a girl
And it went on the floor
And I asked her what she wanted
And she said she wanted more
I tried to find a lover
All I found was an enemy
Well I stand in front of the mirror
And look at myself
And I don't make a sound
But my eyes scream out help
And I start to struggle to hold myself back
From thrusting my head straight
Through the f**king glass
And I'm tired of falling
For girls that don't care
And breaking my back to try
To make them aware
That I'm more than depressed
And their time won't be wasted
But I am just a broken boy
That no one wants to play with
Now I'm lost in this hole
And I'm sure I am stuck
And I can't run away cause I'm lazy as f**k
So I sit on the floor as I gather my thoughts
And they're full of broken promises
That only piss me off
Well I lost control when I was only a boy
The world taught me angst when I deserved joy
Now I'm breaking down as I struggle to breathe
Cause I believe in a god
Who won't believe in me
Well I stand in front of the mirror
And look at myself
And I don't make a sound
But my eyes scream out help
And I start to struggle to hold myself back
From thrusting my head straight
Through the f**king glass
And I'm tired of falling
For girls that don't care
And breaking my back to try
To make them aware
That I'm more than depressed
And their time won't be wasted
But I am just a broken boy
That no one wants to play with
