Sometimes I don't feel too safe
On my ones it's like I can't trust myself
But all now I've been doing
This ting on my ones it's
Like I can't ask for help
Feel like I never found myself
Cuz' now Eli's just stranded
Sometimes I have to take a step back
And sit down cuz' I just can't stand it
I wonder what it feels
Like to have no worries
In this forsaken place
I get a glimpse of it
When I'm full of alcohol
I never let it go to waste
Goes down well
With a couple of straights
Gives me strength to lift weight
But this forsaken place
It's my home so I can't complain
I am a sinner
And I don't wanna sin again
But lord forgive me
Cuz' I'm probably gonna sin again
Suicidal thoughts haunt my mind
Cuz I'm searching for happiness I can't find
Got some temptations I can't hide
But I always try to do what I feel is right
Yeah, yeah
I always find peace in the rain
Cuz' sometimes the sun's too blinding
Sometimes I hate my old ways
But sometimes I just don't mind it
Now they wanna take me for a cunt
Go on then, I beg you just try it
Don't think that I'm soft just
Cuz' I make some sad songs
And I don't like fighting
I've been skipping breakfast a lot
But I always find time for dining
I went down stairs that I never
Climbed so now forever I'm climbing
And sometimes I lose all motivation
But I swear that I always find it
I wonder if I'll see my shining
Or have I just been blinded?
