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I Was Busy Avoiding Truth - Judeo
I was busy
Busy dodging what I know
Left your text on read
Screen face down
Set on locked in
Really I was running from the sound
Of your voice in my head like a loop I can't mute
Pouring gold on a guilt just to dress up the truth
New watch on my wrist
Time still stuck
Same fight, same lies, same bad luck
Told you I'm outside I was inside my fears
Counting all these problems like I'm stacking souvenirs
Yeah yeah
I was busy avoiding truth
Hiding from the mirror, not from you
Blaming all the smoke on the view
But it's me, it's me, it's me, not you
I was busy avoiding truth
Painting over cracks with a new excuse
Drowning out the voice I knew
But it's me, it's me, it's me, not you
Said I needed space then I filled it with noise
Empty conversations, temporary toys
Late nights, bright room, but the dark came too
Every corner of the club had a shadow shaped like you
Know my doors are good they could read my face
Hard on that play mode, still stuck in place
Every flex, every post just a padded wall
Trying to stunt on the pain so I wouldn't call
I was busy avoiding truth
Hiding from the mirror, not from you
Blaming all the smoke on the view
But it's me, it's me, it's me, not you
I was busy avoiding truth
Painting over cracks with a new excuse
Drowning out the voice I knew
But it's me, it's me, it's me, not you
Running from the question
Running from the choir
Running from the one person who ever saw through the riot
If I call you tonight would you pick up or let it ring
Cause I finally see the problem
And it's staring back at me
I'm my bitch
I'm my bitch
I'm my bitch
Avoiding truth
I'm my bitch
I'm my bitch
I'm my bitch
Avoiding truth
