Mask on the Wall (Explicit)

Mama coughed behind a curtain,

Papa gasped in hallway light

White coffins came with silence,

Not a single prayer in sight

Fifteen years, I watched that mask

Hangin' crooked on my wall

Waitin’ for the bastards

Who made my whole world fall

They sold the air we couldn’t breathe

While we begged God on our knees

I paid in blood, I paid in grief

Now I charge interest in screams

The price of oxygen was pain

And I kept the damn receipt

Gave the job to my shadow,

Said, “Bring that devil to me whole”

No cops, no mercy, no ransom—

Just me and his cheating soul

Tied him down on tiger velvet

Lit a Cuban with a grin

I said, “Rustam, tell your demons,

their brother’s walkin’ in”

They sold the breath inside my mother

While I searched from one store to another

Fifteen years, I kept the blade

Sharpened with every tear I paid

Now I don’t just cry—I carve

What justice never gave

“You don’t know me, do you?

But I know your every crime”

I showed him the old newspaper

And the headline stole his spine

A drop of sweat, a twitch, a stammer

But I’d heard it all before

He asked for God, I gave him silence

And blood upon the floor

Tell Aji and Romli in their cell

They missed the hell I’d serve so well

Rustam went down like a dog in dirt

While my mama's ghost watched through the hurt

The price of oxygen was rage—

I paid it on this stage

“Fifteen years, that mask watched me sleep.

Tonight... it can rest too.”