By now, your nonchalance
Has really gotten to my head
I get so caught up
That I hear promises
In words you said
Your love's so avant garde baby
Tell me what you really want
Like a painting of lines shapes
And colors on the wall of a restaurant
You ask me of current attractions
Former attractions
Former attachments that I've had
It's just the current distraction
You look for distractions
The problem is in your head
You really don't know yourself
Still, I'm such a disaster
I never asked ya
I just assumed
That you're, not a disaster —
God why'd I have to fall for you?
But it's all just in my head
You never call when you say you'll call
Still it's all just in my head
Grand gestures apart, a feeble heart
I can't tell where the memories end
And where the fantasy starts
I thought that by June
I would have gone insane
'cause our conversation
Always ends up the same
Still I'm such a disaster
I never asked ya
I just assumed
That your not a disaster —
God why'd I have to fall for you?
And the words they start to wake
They bat and flutter at the cage
That I keep them in
And the moment starts to fade
My lyrics fold and walk away
And my lungs caves in
Cause, I'm such a disaster
I never asked ya
I just assumed
That you're, not a disaster —
God why'd I have to fall for you?
Why did I have to fall for you?
