SHADY - Tatiana Manaois
Lyrics by：Tatiana Manaois
Composed by：Tatiana Manaois
Produced by：Brown Sugar
How you gonna me put in a box tell me fly high
How you gonna say you tell the truth but you a damn lie
How you gonna leave and still believe that you a ride or die
How you gonna trick me out my dreams
Say you want the best for me
How you do that?
Making sure I never grow
Keep me low to the ground just to stroke your ego
That's wild
Whatever happened as a child
I don't think you let it go
But hope you do somehow because I
I'm losing what I had for you
Everything I ever did is only what I had to do
You put me in survival mode
Now I'm learning how to cope
Only tryna deal with everything you throwing on the load
I'm okay to be alone if it means I get to think
Running back the tape to see what I couldn't see
Up close let me just zoom out
It's sad to say it seems the only enemy is you now
I never met somebody so damn shady
But I guess that's how you rock
And you tried your best at driving me so damn crazy
And you don't know when to stop
I can't remember safety I don't recall feeling it
Everybody in and out the house but never filling it
With whatever happy loving homes is supposed to have
So I had to make it on my own
So I go to grab what I think is love
What I think safe is
But really it was lust and control with no patience
I can't erase the past
Or rearrange the pieces
I rearrange the way I see it 'til I see what peace is
So maybe if I'm
Really being honest with myself
It's me who's in the way
And as far as I can tell I been
Dealing with somebody so shady
And I'm the only one that could save me
I never met somebody so damn shady
But I guess that's how you rock
And you tried your best at driving me so damn crazy
And you don't know when to stop
I know that you believe
It ain't you baby it's me
But it ain't 'bout where you been
It's where you are
And right now you're all alone
Don't blame me for what you don't
Wanna see ain't tryna be where you are
And I know that you believe
It ain't you baby it's me
But it ain't 'bout where you been
It's where you are
And right now you're all alone
Don't blame me for what you don't
Wanna see ain't tryna be where you are
