You're flying, you're so high
You look so numb you're dead and I watch
You as time goes by (bye)
I'm slowly dying too
Not feeling anything at all
And I just hate my mood
('Cause I'm still a living mess, even though I thought I'd change)
"Don't overthink it" it's what they all say
If it were that easy I wouldn't be in bed
Pull another all-nighter, it's gotta stop
But I can't control it, why's it gotta be so difficult?!
To not be crying every single fucking night
I'm tired, I'm tired and I just wanna die
I try, I try but it never comes out right
I wonder why it's always gotta be like that
And you don't want me to get mad
Seems like you just can't do the math
You say that I complain too much
But you promised you'd be there for me
And I just
Keep getting worse
Don't know
What's happening to me?
Please help me, please don't leave!
"And you better stay quiet" (shh)
I should've known better
There's a hole in my chest now
Like your promises, empty
Why did I choose to trust you? Now I regret it
Sent you something, now I wish you hadn't read it
"Don't overthink it", that's all what you say
I'm just getting tired, why's it gotta be so difficult?!
To not be crying every single fucking night
I'm tired, I'm tired and I just wanna die
I try, I try but it never comes out right
I wonder why it's always gotta be like that
And you don't want me to get mad
Seems like you just can't do the math
You say that I complain too much
But you promised you'd be there for me
And if I died here (and I just)
You wouldn't care (keep getting worse)
And if I died here (and I just)
You wouldn't care (keep getting worse)
(Worse, worse, worse, worse, worse)
