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Begging Without Sound - NiExshadow
I learned to cry without a noise
so you wouldn't call me weak
I swallowed every broken word
I was too afraid to speak
I watched you drift a little more
every single day
and I kept smiling like a fool
while you slipped away
My hands were shaking in my lap
but I kept them still for you
If I showed you how I felt
you'd say I'm overthinking too
I was begging without sound
on my knees inside my mind
praying you would turn around
and love me like before just one more time
I was screaming in my chest
but my lips stayed tightly bound
you never heard me breaking down
I was begging without sound
I memorized your distant eyes
tried to read between the lies
every I'm just tired you'd say
felt like love was fading gray
I wanted to ask do you still care
but fear was heavy in the air
if I pushed too hard you'd leave
so I chose to silently grieve
I thought if I stayed quiet
you wouldn't walk away
but silence only made it easier
for you not to stay
I was begging without sound
while you slept peacefully
holding on to what we were
while you were letting go of me
I would have given anything
just to feel you turn around
but you never saw my falling tears
I was begging without sound
I was loving you so lonely
why did I have to hide my pain
if I had screamed your name out loud
would you have stayed or left the same
I was begging without sound
my heart pressed to the floor
hoping you would notice
what you never noticed before
I broke in quiet pieces
while you walked out so proud
you never heard my shattered heart
I was begging
without sound
without sound