Am I in Love - NiExshadow
I think of you at night
When the world is quiet
I say your name so low
I hope you don't hear it
I try to understand
Why my heart still breaks
Every time I see your face
Or the memory of it
If this is just a feeling
Why does it hurt so much
Am I in love
Or just holding on
Am I in love
Or scared to be alone
Am I in love
Or lost in your touch
Tell me what this is
Am I in love
I check my phone again
Knowing you won't call
I tell myself I'm fine
But I still wait for you
I smile for everyone
Then cry when I get home
I don't know what's right
I just know I miss you
I try to walk away
But my heart stays closed
Am I in love
Or just holding on
Am I in love
Or scared to be alone
Am I in love
Or asking too much
Tell me what this is
Am I in love
If love is meant to feel warm
Why do I feel this cold
If loving you is wrong
Why can't I let you go
Am I in love
With who you were
Am I in love
With all the words
Am I in love
Or just the thought of us
I don't know anymore
Am I in love
Am I in love
Am I in love