Searchin' (Explicit)

I've been searching for a reason

To love you, to love you

I've been searching for a reason

To leave you, to leave you

I've been searching for a reason

To love you, to love you

I've been searching for a reason

To leave you, to leave you

I've been

Picture today, Picture me Rollin'

We get to your place, picture us going

Picture the waves, picture them crashing

Now picture my face, picture it laughing

Picture the bay

Picture this moment, Envision this day

There's nowhere to go and I'm feeling a way

Tell me your picture is looking the same, Is it the same?

Or did it come out looking blurry?

Why you in a hurry, girly?

You don't got to you worry

I'm just tryna kick back

I just wanna kick back

I'm just gonna kick back

And share with you my mishaps

Don't you wanna kick back?

You too tryna kick back?

Won't you please just kick back?

And share with me your mishaps

So do we got to go into the unknown like Geronimo

Dominoes fall and they pushed out the comfort zone

Stomach going upside down It's tops turvy

I ain't seen that ***** around in like 30

I've been searching for a reason

To love you, to love you

I've been searching for a reason

To leave you, to leave you

Catch me on the flip side

Have no other wish, I

Just want you to be here, Just want you to be here

I've lost all my magic

I can't ****ing find it

Am I losing my touch? Am I losing myself?

Am I hurting my health, will I hear those English Bells?

When I sit down for too long

Will I forget to stand up?

Will I remember this song, Will you still be here?

I'm losing my mind, you're gonna disappear

This isn't a dream this **** feels so real (so real)