[00:06.55]I'm a man I'll thug it out
[00:15.42]I don't need nobody here
[00:17.05]I been like this since a child
[00:18.73]Wonder if I'll ever heal
[00:20.38]I ain't never had no guidance don't shame me for how I live
[00:23.64]2020 when I lost my pops that's when I started taking pills
[00:27.68]And my mind be restless and time keep ticking
[00:31.33]I'm tired of faking like everything is good
[00:35.00]When it's really not
[00:36.65]I been feeling lost
[00:38.32]I been hurting inside
[00:41.71]But it's gon be alright
[00:42.95]I used to cry as a kid my mama would tell me things gon be alright
[00:46.10]I been living wrong so long got shit on my conscience I can't sleep at night
[00:49.47]I separated myself from alot of folks protecting my peace of mind
[00:52.93]I never thought I'll see this life
[00:54.49]Still hard for me think like a artist
[00:56.29]Told myself that I won't look back when I jumped in head first into that water
[00:59.50]Holding grudges since a child I told my uncle I forgive my father
[01:02.83]And everytime when life got hard I just told myself go FUCKING HARDER
[01:08.19]Those days are gone I'm still right here
[01:11.50]Let me move on
[01:14.81]Let me move on yea
[01:18.18]I'm a man I'll thug it out
[01:21.58]I don't need nobody here
[01:23.21]I been like this since a child
[01:24.89]Wonder if I'll ever heal
[01:26.58]I ain't never had no guidance don't shame me for how I live
[01:29.80]2020 when I lost my pops that's when I started taking pills
[01:33.84]And my mind be restless and time keep ticking
[01:37.49]I'm tired of faking like everything is good
[01:41.16]When it's really not
[01:42.81]I been feeling lost
[01:44.48]I been hurting inside
[01:47.59]Felt pain that run so deep
[01:49.12]Dealing with thoughts in my head while some homies dead - underneath
[01:52.31]And when you get straight to that bread my mama had told me you attract the wrong company
[01:55.57]I told my mama don't worry
[01:56.85]Cuz I'm gon kill anyone that come for me
[01:59.07]So much shit I done in this week this time in my life I'm elevating
[02:02.38]Block out noise right now I say I'm dedicated
[02:05.78]Say they proud but no they not deep down I got em devastated
[02:09.00]To the top that's where I'm going all it took was some seperation
[02:14.33]Those days are gone I'm still right here
[02:17.64]Let me move on
[02:20.96]Let me move on yea
[02:26.11]I'm a man I'll thug it out
[02:27.74]I don't need nobody here
[02:29.37]I been like this since a child
[02:31.05]Wonder if I'll ever heal
[02:32.75]I ain't never had no guidance don't shame me for how I live
[02:35.96]2020 when I lost my pops that's when I started taking pills
[02:40.00]And my mind be restless and time keep ticking
[02:43.66]I'm tired of faking like everything is good
[02:47.33]When it's really not
[02:48.98]I been feeling lost
[02:50.66]I been hurting inside
[02:54.06]I don't know what to do
[02:55.55]I'm staying true to myself I don't got none to prove
[02:58.88]I don't like making new friends don't wanna let you down
[03:02.17]My status and this money is what made u come around