U Didn't Care - Eminem (埃米纳姆)
You didn't care about me
And now this is how it has to be
I was lost but now i am free
I'm happy cuz i found a family
Whattup em' it's ya biggest fan
It's not even necessary to introduce who i am
By now cuz we're good friends
Remember the letter i wrote
Before atlanta on up in smoke
That's the day i was gonna cut ya throat
I guess my watch was broke
Cuz by the time i woke
I seen my watch was twelve hours
Late and i missed the show
But none the less
I'm glad that i finally reached you
Ever since the accident
I've been dying to speak to you
To tell you things have changed
And i'm a different man
A different level of understanding
I'm a different stan
Things are a lot better
I promise i won't harrass you with any letters
Saying sh*t like we should be together
I may reach and start a group
The industry's full of homosexuals slim
But i don't wanna f**k you
I got a new attitude really
I ain't mad at you
I just wanted you to recognize i got talent too
You didn't care about me
And now this is how it has to be
I was lost but now i am free
I'm happy cuz i found a family
When i say talented
I don't mean battle kid
I mean storytellin' kinda like how ya album is
I been attendin' counselin' and takin' medicine
They did some tests on me at nih in maryland
They showed me techniques to help me pressure
Whenever i remember that crazy night when
I was being reckless
Drivin' with a deathwish on the bridge and
I crashed into a lexus
Right before i finished that last sentence
I was listenin' to xzibit's album restless
The next thing i knew i was under water and breathless
I was unconscious for a second
Literally dying to go to heaven
Till some fellas came and pulled me from the wreckage
They started cpr then they called the paramedics
In retrospect i probably shoulda used a gun to end it
By the time the car sunk
My pregnant girlfriend was still in the trunk
And i was still feelin' kinda drunk
The ambulance came and they put me on the stretcher
Hooked me up to the iv and checked my blood pressure
One of them was so concerned that they wouldn't leave
He hopped in the back of the ambulance
And rolled up some w**d
My vision was blurry
I couldn't really see
I just remember his voice talking to me
In the emergency room
I needed surgery to get some glass removed
And fifty stitches for my wooze
You didn't care about me
And now this is how it has to be
I was lost but now i am free
I'm happy cuz i found a family
After a couple months of therapy
I figured i was as ready as i'd ever be
I wanted to be an emcee
He took me to shows with him
He let me flow with him
He let me write some rhymes and go on tour wit him
I really believed in him
I decided to team with him
And now i'm overseas with him
Gettin' cheese with him
And i'm emceein' with him
I'm havin' the best time of my life
And i'm writin' the best rhymes of my life
He introduces me to people as his lyrical equal
Let me write a rhyme on his album and even produce a beat too
He ain't see through
I can't see him frontin'
He's not the type to call you
Just because he needs somethin'
That's what i like about him
I wouldn't want to rock a mic without him
He's got kahunas and he's not a coward
Matta fact i think he met you
It was the day you came to his video shoot with dj jimmy's nephew
'Clef stepped to him and told him he should step to you
That you was ghost writin' for l
But that wasn't true
You was lookin' at him the same way i'm lookin' at you
Why can't we be friends em'
I don't want nothin' from you
You see there's a little bit of stan in all of us
Tell me where you think all of these record sales sparred from
Talkin' 'bout britney and christina aguilera
Nsync too have you ever looked in a mirror
Your hair ain't really blonde
And ya eyes ain't blue
So never diss me cuz when you diss me your dissin' you
See see what happens when you don't care
You didn't care about me
And now this is how it has to be
I was lost but now i am free
I'm happy cuz i found a family
