BITE (Explicit)

Here we go again...

I always try to sleep

but I stay awake

pale skin sunken eyes

cold touch and full brain

Could these be the effects

of life slipping away from me?

or is this another shitty day?

I feel tired all the time my body hurts

I feel like a monster out of control

When the blood boils I feel like I explode

Seems like everything gets better

with my skin open

I bite, my lips, I cry, when I look at me

I bite, my lips, try suicide, to end this shit

I'm tired of this life I don't want to exist

I want to go out and feel better

but I can't i spend so much time lying in my coffin bed

thinking about everything that's not in my hands so...

I'm stuck inside unhappy to see the sun

I feel suffocated and dead too much to this ****ing world

you don't will bite me?