Just Pretend - Emily Kinney
In midnight I wake at wired
What's a girl to do if she's not tired
Feeling ache hunger low in tummy
Mouth full of frackles sure sounds yummy
Getting hot and I'm feeling a little bit
What I would give for your salty inviting scent
I admit I'm scared to be on my own
Though parents bragged I'm a kid who plays good alone
Crunch up my blankie put it between my knees
I throw my towels and give it a good hard squeeze
I just pretend just pretend just pretend you're there
I just pretend just pretend just pretend you care
To do my tummy moving my head it's around
I want to scream but seem silly to make such sound
I just pretend just pretend I can taste your sweat
I just pretend just pretend you can hear my breath
Boy you're real smart that you didn't call or write
My baby boy is a a a alright
I miss kisses in the morning light
But haven't seen sun learning to love myself tonight
I hope you don't think it's dirty
To be so selfishly flirty
My body and brain have been appealing
From the sun it's attempt feeling
You never thought this girl could make such noise
I never thought I'd have such fun no help from boys
You got me pinned up against these mirrored walls
It's in my head I don't worry about trips or falls
I just pretend just pretend you can feel me shake
I just pretend just pretend but this next parts not fake
