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Upt to me - KMurdock Music Group
Woke up on the side of the map
Didn't fill out an application
First 18 years were a preset
None of it my negotiation
Bloodline locked before I drew breath
Genetics run on their own station
Faith I didn't choose walking
Through rooms I had no invitation
Phone going off at 3:00 a.m.
Somebody's emergency
I can fix my tone of voice but
Can't do a thing about the urgency
Doctor read the test results
Started quoting me percentages
Sitting there like
Which part of any of this was my preference
Spent so long gripping a wheel
That wasn't hooked up to nothing underneath
Swore I was driving
Turns out I've been riding shotgun the whole time
It was never up to me
Never up to me
Time and circumstance stay undefeated
Every single thing I thought I steered already had somewhere to be
Had somewhere to be
Had somewhere to be
It was never up to me
Traffic light flipped two seconds too slow
Somebody's whole life rearranged and they ain't even gonna know
Picked the right door in the wrong building
Right city wrong decade same old feeling
Born with the same appetite different zip codes different dealings
Got no interest in how any of us is healing
Rips the page off
Whether we finished reading or not
Takes whatever it wants gets back what we forgot
Built the blueprint
Measured twice cut once in the ground shifted under it
Had a whole 5 year plan
Turns out the 5 years had a plan and I wasn't in it
It was never up to me
Never up to me
Time and circumstance stay undefeated
Every single thing I thought I steered already had somewhere to be
Had somewhere to be
Had somewhere to be
It was never up to me
Who gets sick
Who stays well
Who gets the corner office
Who gets the cell
Which flight gets grounded
Which one don't land
Who's left holding something too heavy for one hand
Who walks in right when somebody walks out
Which conversation changes everything
Which one falls flat
Every card was dealt before I sat down at the table
Whole hand was decided
I just thought I was shuffling it
It was never up to me
Never up to me
Time and circumstance stay undefeated
Every single thing I thought I steered already had somewhere to be
Had somewhere to be
Had somewhere to be
It was never up to me
Never never
Riding shotgun the whole time
Hands on the wheel
Wasn't connected
Never never never
Never up to me
Never up to me
