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Don’t wanna think of you tonight
I pour my soul under neon light
One sip for the hurt, two for the past
One more to forget it never lasts
I turn off the lights, turn the volume high
This room spins like the thoughts I hide
My head’s a war I can’t ignore
So I dive deeper, chasing no more
They say I’m lost, say I’m escaping
But they don’t know the shape I’m breaking
I’d rather float than fall apart
Just give me one more to numb my heart
Give me the perfect dose to kill the pain
So I can pretend this emptiness ain’t mine again
If I’m gonna fall, let it be through the sky
Even if this paradise is just a beautiful lie
Smoke in my lungs, past on the floor
Time dissolves like pills I took before
The voices fade, the photos blur
But pain’s the one that tends to endure
The mirror avoids me, touch feels fake
But I hold myself for memory’s sake
’Cause maybe after the final drag
Comes the peace I never had
If it’s a lie, don’t wake me up
Not every love has to sober up
And even broken, I’ll take the taste
Of a world I built just to erase
Give me the perfect dose to kill the pain
So I can pretend this emptiness ain’t mine again
If I’m gonna fall, let it be through the sky
Even if this paradise is just a beautiful lie
It’s not that I like it…
it just hurts less this way
And for a moment…
I forget I’m not okay
Give me the perfect dose, not more, not less
To forget we turned love into a mess
If I have to run, let me float with grace
Even if I disappear inside my own space
