Love Felt Heavy - ArlenaZara
Your love came like a warm sunrise
But it turned into a weight I couldn't hide
I carried you like a secret shame
And everyday I felt the strain
I smiled for you, I tried to be strong
But the truth is I didn't belong
In the space between your words and mine
I lost myself, I lost my time
I thought love should lift me up
But yours pushed me down and broke my trust
Love felt heavy
Like a stone inside my chest
I tried to breathe, I tried to rest
But I couldn't carry what I couldn't keep
And the nights just made me weep
Love felt heavy
And I couldn't make it right
You said you cared, you said you'd stay
But your love was distant day by day
I gave you all I had to give
But I couldn't keep myself alive
I held the pain behind my smile
But it grew heavier mile by mile
I tried to hold on to what we had
But love shouldn't hurt this bad
I thought I was enough for you
But love shouldn't make me lose
Love felt heavy
Like a stone inside my chest
I tried to breathe, I tried to rest
But I couldn't carry what I couldn't keep
And the nights just made me weep
Love felt heavy
And I couldn't make it right
If I could go back, I'd choose myself
I'd choose my peace, I'd choose my health
I'd walk away before it crushed me
Before love became my enemy
I loved you deep, I loved you true
But love felt heavy
When it was you
Love felt heavy
But I'm learning to let go
I'll find a love that helps me grow
I'll find a light that doesn't weigh
A love that heals, a love that stays
Love felt heavy
But I'll be free again
The weight will lift, the pain will fade
And I'll find my strength in the shade
Love felt heavy
But I'm rising anyway
