illusory somnambulist

Tainted lives are flashing before my eyes

Will my sleep be peaceful at last?

Maybe I’m too selfish for this fate

I’m too scared to see you in the eye

But If even if even if I could turn back time

I’d do the same despite all sea of tears that were shed

Can you say that I’m worthy of being a hero,

When I can’t even even spare a moment to say

I’m here for you, I’m here for you, although you won’t see me

I’m here for you no matter what eternally

And though I know happy endings are unprobablistic,

Don’t wake me up, please let me be content at last

And though I know this message will never be delivered,

I like to think our hearts can beat for each other

Don’t ever fall in grief, I’ll visit in your dreams

If I ever come back show your smiles for me

Are you here to tell me to let you go?

That I’m way too selfish as a friend

When these dreams don’t let me say a thing

I’m convinced this is my punishment

And if only if only if I could turn back time now

I would beg you to stay, that there must be a way

Can you say it’s okay to be spiteful of what brought us here

Be here for me, be here for me, although you won’t hear this

I’m too scared to open my eyes to my own tears

And though I know no choices can be taken back at this point

I want to think you will be there when I wake up