Doubts & Questions

Please keep those feelings out,

The ones that are swirling about.

I feel weird, out of place,

I'm numb, I can't feel my face.

I can't speak, words are stuck in my throat,

So please just listen to my plea.

God, Must I really go through all this?

What have I done to become so undone?

The walls are closing in,

The agony keeps creeping in,

Soon there’ll be nothing left of me.

Why won't they leave?

Perhaps they are not supposed to come out,

They must be filled with doubts.

Please don't hurt me,

I can't stand It anymore.

“No pain, no gain?”

Fine, I don't want to fight,

Just pull every shadow from my light.

God, Must I really go through all this?

What have I done to become so undone?

The walls are closing in,

The agony keeps creeping in,

Soon there’ll be nothing left of me.

How did I make it this far?

I'm lost without a guiding star.

And trust me, this is not a game,

But if I look up at the sky,

I can see a spot up there for a new star.

Twinkle twinkle little star,

Where did you get that scar?

Was it a knife,

Or something called life?

I need someone to help me,

A light, a hand, just reach out,

Don't leave me hanging about.

Hold on tight to my hand,

'Cause I am too weak now,

I don't stand a chance.

God, Must I really go through all this?

What have I done to become so undone?

The walls are closing in,

The agony keeps creeping in,

Soon there’ll be nothing left of me.