living in despair

Anyways the time will tell

Your crush, your hope Abandon truth

My tears falling down to the earth and it gives the future I can’t grab

Blooming flowers because of you sow seed when you don’t know

Glooming brothers the end of your hope and rope you never show

Unsettling truth is coming through

You never ever longing to myself

Its not your life, is not my wife

You have to start to your life own

Manipulated by ratings,

Passionate about one’s life

Its waste of your time I agree with you live your life

I wanna be accept

I don't deserve it

Disgusted with myself for my weakness

I gonna be Object

Thats the way of my life

Already forgot your kind of sadness

My full of tears tears falling down faced with the love that I cannot protect

The things that I want to pray is tomorrow won't come its only my wish

The happiness nothing like this I cannot wait for is almost right there

I’m shivering, be frightened, I feel like I don't have the right to grab it.

I wanna be accept

I don't deserve it

Disgusted with myself for my weakness

I gonna be object

Thats the way of my life

Already forgot your kind of sadness

Why wanna we need it

Frivolous promises and hopes

I’m just screaming myself for myself

Die gonna be offense

Little pain and hatred,

I wish this answer will become true

Just as the same as seasons pass by quickly

Also my happiness runs away from me

The face that I only you can see me gradually

Even though I can’t show you the truth