Bad Memory

I get nervous every time

I leave my house think I forgot

Something I can't even

Remember the last hour

And a half

Everything is happening to me

I have no say in this

My inattentiveness

Is getting the best of me

I don't know how

This happened to me

Feel like my life's falling away

Bad memory, it's failing me

Falling away from me

Bad memory

It's failing me again

Now I'm dissociating from

Every bad interaction

I know it's not a way to cope

I'm losing hold of myself

I don't think I can stay

I don't feel, I don't feel

I don't feel...

Okay

Used to be so good at this

Used to maybe stand a chance

Used to play it cool, so well

Now I'm a mess

I can't get out of this

Feel like my life's falling away

Bad memory, it's failing me

Falling away from me

Bad memory

It's failing me again