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Lyrics by:Ariel Bloomer/Shawn Jump
Composed by:Ariel Bloomer/Shawn Jump
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Come a long way the hard way
And maybe I made it too hard
Been a long fight the wrong kind
That breaks you and leaves you unsure
Been fighting to feel like myself
Not sure that's what I want anymore
Feeling like me is probably the problem
I've had all along
I tell everyone I got better
But what if I'm not
It's hard to face the truth sometimes
It's hard to face the truth
Oh and I tell everyone it gets better
But what if I'm wrong
It's hard to tell the truth sometimes
Am I always gonna just be just be
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Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head
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Wondering if this is as good as it gets
Am I always gonna just be just be getting by
Telling myself it's alright
Does it matter how hard I try
Am I always gonna just be just be
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Yeah yeah
I got pages and pages of documentation I keep
Looking for answers and patterns I've hidden in me
Don't need the world in my hands
Think I'd be happy with halfway content
I should grow up and shut up
I'm probably wanting too much
Oh and I tell everyone it gets better
But what if I'm wrong
It's hard to tell the truth sometimes
Am I always gonna just be just be
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Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head
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Wondering if this is as good as it gets
Am I always gonna just be just be getting by
Telling myself it's alright
Does it matter how hard I try
Am I always gonna just be just be
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Will I always be waiting
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
And what is it I'm chasing
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
These questions could drive someone crazy
I don't want to spend the rest of my life asking myself
Am I always gonna just be just be
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Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head
Background sad background sad
Wondering if this is as good as it gets
Am I always gonna just be just be getting by
Telling myself it's alright
Does it matter how hard I try
Am I always gonna just be just be
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Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah