I guess with age comes way more regrets
I mean in hindsight
Often times spent too much on the night life
Day life didn't live up to the same hype
So I had to chase my joy short term
Had a summer one she was auburn
She was gone by the next autumn
Next one told me that if I went and spurned
Every chance then I'd never learn
Too many leaves that I haven't turned
Said they just fall short and I yearn
To a whole new degree then I burn
Man I felt that deeply
For seven whole days man I laughed out weekly
Till my chest grew hot and no one could out speak me
Nobody looked out for me
Nobody reached out for me
Storm rained down I got shelter see
Dee said babes give em hell and reap
I got mouths to feed
Rem got ten in the den for a peep
Then put them in a blem for a leap
Huh
Issa different kinda heat
Who comes out wavy, we'll see
Tide rolls short issa different kinda peak
drips too much Welsh Water got a leak
Who can flow just like this? That's
Elijah's dad, before anything please
Right back out the blue like my first name Reece
Said they came for war but they left in peace
This a different kinda piece
Said its nothing more,
Not personal
I just hoped you'd know
That it's nothing more, nothing more,
It's not personal
Said it's nothing more,
It's not personal,
I just hoped you'd know
These regrets I hold
They're just for me to atone
See my guilt can make me digress
Sometimes I don't notice
Gotta watch the ground for the rodents
Been anxious way before covid
Nowadays the smile that I wears been honest
Knew I would when I made out the forest
Made a banger with dreamer from Notts
Next day I was back in the office
Had to put the work in, get it all working
Babes got a new gaff, now she needs a birkin
Today it's a new path, feet when searching
Stomped on every single spine of these urchins
Body went lurching,
lips went blue and the crows stood perching
Won't bow down no matter who's lurking
Even if they think I'm undeserving
All the hate is so affirming
Man their hate is so affirming
Way that I made it off Mark, - be thinking I'm talking German
Went from a flat to living suburban,
Gave love, now I'm a different person
A certain version
Predetermined,
Spoke the sermon
Crowd immersion
Next thing I new man I heard assertions
And I know they get uncertain
Sometimes you gotta break those burdens
Open curtains
Take excursions
Brief dispersion
Now in person
And just when I think it's working
My blue still shows I'm hurting
Said its nothing more,
Not personal
I just hoped you'd know
That it's nothing more, nothing more,
It's not personal
Said it's nothing more,
It's not personal,
I just hoped you'd know
These regrets I hold
They're just for me to atone
