synthion-Dear future self
作词：synthion
作曲：synthion
Wandering,
漂泊无依。
Shrouded in the past,
被往昔裹挟。
Shivering,
瑟瑟发抖。
Waiting for the storm to pass,
静待风暴平息。
Finding peace,
寻觅安宁。
But emotions washed away,
心绪却被冲刷殆尽。
At what cost,
究竟付出了多少，
Am I standing here today?
才得以使我伫立至今？
I decided that I didn't need those memories,
我曾决心不再需要那些回忆，
So why, oh why, am I still shedding tears?
可为何依旧泪流不止？
I cut ties with the past, but I'm hanging by a thread,
我斩断过往羁绊，却仍命悬一线，
Please set me free,
请让我解脱吧，
Until then I cry for,
在那以前，我为这些泪流----，
Promises that shattered into fragments,
粉碎的承诺，
The future of myself burned into ashes,
燃尽的前程，
Was I really at fault?
真的是我的错吗？
Did I really deserve my fate?
这样的命运，我真的不配吗？
I'll wish upon a star to trust in my own future,
我向星辰许愿，愿能相信自己的未来，
'Cause I can only go on if I'm believing,
只因唯有心怀信念，方能继续前行，
That one day I'll look back,
终有一天回望时，
on these hardships as memories,
所有磨难都将化为回忆，
Don't give up, dear future self,
别放弃啊，未来的我，
I was told that I'd figure it out eventually,
有人说我终将豁然开朗，
So why, oh why, is the future still opaque?
可为何，为何我的未来依旧迷雾重重？
Was it all just a lie that time would heal everything?
时间能治愈一切，难道只是谎言？
Tell me the truth,
告诉我真相，
I cry for promises of a better tomorrow,
我为“明天会更好”的承诺落泪，
Don't want a resolution wrapped in sorrow,
不愿结局裹挟着悲伤收场，
What's the point of a story,
一个故事若是没有圆满结局，
without a happy ending?
又有何意义？
'Cause I know even if it didn't even matter,
即便一切无关紧要，我也明白，
I'm satisfied to know I've won the battle,
赢得这场抗争，便已足矣，
At the cost of my heart,
纵然心碎成殇，
I'll believe in a future of me,
我仍将相信属于自己的未来，
Please stay strong, dear future self,
请一定要坚强啊，未来的我，
And on that day when I finally find the answer,
当我寻得答案那天，
I hope that I'll have become a little stronger,
愿自己能变得更坚强几分，
'Cause there's a better me,
因为那个更优秀的自己，
I have yet to become, so I'll trust,
我尚未抵达，所以我愿意相信，
In the future of myself,
相信属于我自己的未来。
