Did I Matter - NiExshadow
I stayed when it was hard
I held you when you fell
I listened to your heart
When you couldn't speak yourself
I gave you all my time
I gave you all my truth
Now I'm standing here alone
Asking what was true
Was I something real to you
Or just someone passing through
Did I matter
Even just a little bit
Did my love
Ever really fit
Did I matter when you held my hand
Or was I easy to forget again
I learned your broken ways
I learned your quiet pain
I tried to be your home
In every kind of rain
You said my name so soft
Like I was safe somehow
But I hear nothing now
Just silence all around
I replay every truth
Trying to find the proof
Did I matter
Even just a little bit
Did my love
Ever really fit
Did I matter when you said stay
Or was I just someone in the way
If I disappeared tonight
Would you feel it inside
Would you miss me at all
Or just sleep through the night
Did I matter when you needed someone near
Did I matter when I wiped your tears
Did I matter before you let me go
I just need to know
I just need to know
Did I matter
Did I matter
