I don't wanna be a *****
I've been told that that's just me
When i've been up late drinking
And I didn't get my sleep
You look so important
Since you've been back from tour
I get insecure and I get mean
Can you find it in you
Do you think you can understand
I never meant to hurt you
But even best laid plans don't land
I'm sorry i didn't help you
I'm sorry i wasn't there
Even best intentions
Don't show you always care
I got a lot of family
Up north i never see
I wanna be there for them
But its weird when you're the baby
And I lost it at thanksgiving
When we were praying holding hands
While Michael's in the basement
Watching re-runs on on-demand
Can you find it in you
Do you think you can understand
I never meant to hurt you
But even best laid plans don't land
I'm sorry I didn't help you
I'm sorry i wasn't there
Even best intentions
Don't show you always care
But I always care
I don't wanna be someone
Afraid to give an apology
Of telling you what you mean to me
Tell you you what you mean to me
