What's the point
Can your so called honesty predict revelations
This trigonometry repeals all my innovation
The angles set had no equation
A triangle makes sense but our parallel lines never intersected
Our love was a geometric oddity at best
Something we would hate to love
But yearn to detest
I hoped it wouldn't last but I never wanted it to end
Hopefulness came in a pretty package
And oh my God I wanted to open it
You were like a letter sent to me from the world
And one of these days I'm going to see what it holds
I can just imagine the stress being torn open with that envelope
But if you can hear me next time send a postcard
Something that doesn't need to be concealed
So I can see your words for face value
Scribbled out on the back of a place I wish I was with you
This hopefulness was still in the cards
And I fought the fact that it was going to be hard
But I never was superstitious enough to believe in fate anyway
Or luck for that matter
Or hope I suppose
Disappointment has become a revolving door
You never ripped out my heart but you ripped out my core
I remember that night that minute
You said No one you can ever replace you
Well darling somebody is bound to
And when you walked away I found a different suitor to take your place
Her name is loneliness and she kept me comfortable
She sometimes speaks but she is not very audible
Her voice sounds like a window cill cracking
Sometimes a door blowing open dancing in the breeze
As I'm falling on my knees broken
But when she usually speaks
She comes as a ghost putting coals on my back as I sleep
Burning holes in my flesh as I try to dream
Warming up my spine and making me afraid of the heat
And that's a ghost I want to be
I was dead set on a dead bet that put all hope to bed
Revenge or just to avenge the red half baked love that burnt at both ends
Pretend No but still not real
If love exists then I guess it doesn't know how to feel
How can I show love to her
When I can't feel it
How am I supposed to show love to the world
When I don't believe in it
I don't know what love looks like
As I close my eyes every night
I'm ready to breathe I'm ready to believe
And I'm ready to be alive
Just show me what love looks like
Just show me what love looks like
Because you are love and I'm alive
