Occasionally (Explicit) - Dolder
Lyrics by：Zara Dolder/Danielle Dolder/Pura Bliss/Charlie Hugall
Composed by：Zara Dolder/Danielle Dolder/Pura Bliss/Charlie Hugall
Produced by：Oli Deakin
Sat at the top of the stairs
Ruminate in oblivion
Listening to some old music
With the same BPM as your heart rate
I'd beg to feel anything again
A shower and a panic attack
Has become my new routine
Tried to pull my self back
But you took every version of me
And I can't lick my wounds clean
Even just sliver of you's good for now
Occasionally he loves me
But I love him all the time
Occasionally he'll touch me
But I need his skin to sleep at night
My stamina's athletic
Running circles round you mood swings
And the chasing feels pathetic
If I stop this all amounts to nothing
If it's not you then I don't want it
I guess I made my bed
Occasionally he loves me
But I love him all the time
Occasionally he'll touch me
But I need his skin to sleep at night
Why am I fighting?
Why don't you care?
Is there something in the water you drink when I'm not there?
Why can't I breathe?
It's like you've taken my air
Wish that I could forget you wish that I could forget you
Occasionally he loves me
But I love him all the time
Occasionally he'll touch me
But I need his skin to sleep at night
Whenever he leaves I let him in every time
Put on my face and dress it up like it's fine
Numb from inside out
Occasionally he wants me occasionally he hates me
Amnesia would be nice I'd move on with my life
Occasionally he fucks me then turns without goodnight
Occasionally he sees me then suddenly he's blind
Occasionally he loves me occasionally he loves me
Occasionally he's mine
But I love him all the time
I love him all the time
I love him all the time
I love him all the time
