Ego Death (Explicit)

I'm not so good at first impressions

I just forget your name as soon as I turn around

I've failed myself before I even start hear me out

There has to be a way to turn around at this point

Am i just too far gone?

I've lived too long just trying to stay afloat

In tides too high for me to suffer through

Delusional thoughts I cant even swim

I'm sinking as it's sinking in

I'm sick, obsessed in changing

who I am

I gotta get what I want

And if i can't then it seems that I have lost

The best of my heart

And if its gone then ill have to find myself

I guess that ill stay trapped in my own hell

trapped in my own hell

Digging up the grave

of my former self

Asking where the fuck did I go wrong

This is ego death

is it my time to die?

ego death