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I learned how to smile in fluorescent light
Clock in on time, say"I'm doing alright"
Got coffee stains and a list to survive
Nobody knows how hard I fought to arrive
Last night was a battlefield nobody saw
Just me and the silence keeping score
A war in my head that never made the news
Waking up breathing felt like something to lose
And it's strange
How the world keeps spinning the same
While you're rebuilding your name
From the ashes nobody saved
I'm learning how to live
After fighting for my life
Learning how to stand
When I barely survived
Some nights I'm not sure
If I've got tomorrow in me
Then the sun pulls me back
Like it still believes
So I get up
Put my shoes on again
Carry these ghosts
Like invisible friends
And maybe that's enough
Maybe that's alright
Learning how to live
After fighting for my life
Everybody loves the comeback story
They never tell the chapters in between
The shaking hands
The sleepless hours
The quiet fear behind the scenes
I've had conversations with the dark
That I'd never repeat out loud
Then Monday morning finds me standing
Somehow surviving the crowd
And it's strange
How healing never moves in a line
Some days you're falling behind
Some days you're finally alive
I'm learning how to live
After fighting for my life
Learning how to stand
When I barely survived
Some nights I'm not sure
If I've got tomorrow in me
Then the sun pulls me back
Like it still believes
So I get up
Put my shoes on again
Carry these ghosts
Like invisible friends
And maybe that's enough
Maybe that's alright
Learning how to live
After fighting for my life
No medals for making it through
No headlines for what people don't do
Just another heartbeat
Another sunrise
Another chance to look fear in the eyes
I don't need perfect
I don't need peace
Just one more morning
And the strength to leave
I'm learning how to live
Not just trying not to die
Learning how to dream
Instead of asking why
And if tomorrow comes
I'll meet it where it stands
With scars in my chest
And hope in my hands
Cause every day I wake
Is a victory unseen
A thousand silent battles
Between who I was and me
I'm learning how to live
After fighting for my life
And for the first time
I think I just might
