Love to Lose

There’s a note left on my bathroom door

Telling me that I should’ve tried harder more

Said better words or felt better things

Not to spend so much of my time crumbling

So I’m not good enough for you

Am I?

Not good enough for you

So I’m not good enough for you

Am I?

Not good enough for you

Tearing little holes in my skin on the beach

Wanting the waves to fill them up and carry me

To the middle of the ocean, just laughing at my own jokes

‘Cause It’s better off living without any hope

So I’m not good enough for you

Am I?

Not good enough for you

So I’m not good enough for you

Am I?

Not good enough for you

The mind keeps splitting

The heart keeps picking abuse

Who am I kidding?

Oh I know I love to lose

The mind keeps slipping

The heart keeps picking abuse

Who am I kidding?

Oh I know I love to lose

Lose

I lose

I lose

So I’m not good enough for you

Am I?

Not good enough for you

So I’m not good enough for you

Am I?

Not good enough for you