[00:27.70]I'm gonna tell you something kinda real
[00:29.95]So listen
[00:33.69]I'm sick and tired of trying to sing how I'm feeling
[00:39.55]And I miss feeling like I am alive when I'm singing
[00:45.76]The last few times that I sang I was drinking
[00:51.90]And honestly I couldn't tell the floor from the ceiling
[00:57.97]A nightmare that I had was realized
[01:00.79]I was doing what I loved but I didn't feel alive
[01:04.56]I just want to be a good man
[01:08.36]But I f**ked up all my chances
[01:16.72]Now I'm running out of options
[01:20.69]I want to be alive
[01:28.37]I fell for a girl that lived far
[01:30.86]Far away
[01:34.44]And all I ever wanted was to try and make her stay
[01:40.50]But leaving was her end goal and it brought us to an end
[01:46.35]After hospitals and mental home we weren't even friends
[01:52.42]Now I'm looking at my heart like a stranger
[01:54.82]And it is
[01:58.54]It's taken this long to admit my flaws
[02:01.89]I'm making d**n sure I put them in a song
[02:05.30]I just want to be a good man
[02:09.57]But I f**ked up all my chances
[02:21.54]Now I'm running out of options
[02:34.87]I want to be alive
[02:39.26]If all you do is lose
[02:46.92]You've got nothing left to lose
[03:11.14]I haven't come this far to quit
[03:21.81]And I don't intend to
[03:23.46]At the start of every day there is a path to choose
[03:42.67]So I'll struggle down the road that brings me home to you