[00:00.00]this is what depression feels like - Marina Lin
[00:02.52]Lyrics by：Marina Lin
[00:05.05]Composed by：Marina Lin
[00:07.58]If I'm being honest I'm not okay
[00:14.17]Doubled my dosage but the pain won't go away
[00:20.99]These couple weeks I haven't felt the same
[00:27.25]If I'm being honest I'm not okay
[00:32.50]I don't wanna cry for help
[00:38.95]But I'm getting tired pretending so well
[00:45.79]I thought I was going steady
[00:49.47]But my mind's got the best of me
[00:54.96]I don't know why I'm still here
[00:57.78]Honestly
[01:05.92]If you took a peek inside of my brain
[01:12.54]You'd find the reasons for all of the blame
[01:19.33]Constantly drowning
[01:21.60]It won't go away
[01:25.65]If I'm being honest I'm not okay
[01:30.78]I don't wanna cry for help
[01:37.27]But I'm getting tired pretending so well
[01:44.14]I thought I was going steady
[01:47.80]But my mind's got the best of me
[01:53.23]I don't know how to live normally
[01:56.70]Oooooooh
[02:03.25]Oooooooh
[02:09.01]I don't wanna cry for help
[02:16.54]But I'm getting tired and I'm not so well
[02:24.61]I guess I'm unsteady
[02:29.49]'Cause you got the best of me
[02:34.78]I hope one day I'll be fine honestly