I've loved and I've lost in beautiful style
I've flicked through all pages, in the book
I'm a girl in agony
Oh, here's to pharmaceuticals
I've hated my body since I was a child
Gone through all phases just to look like the girls in the magazines
So carefully trying to be beautiful
I'm wild, I'm loud, I'm up and down
I'm everything in between
I'm big, I'm small, yeah, I've done it all
Who knows what it means
I'm mostly sad
Everything's feeling real bad
Watch all my s**t hit the fan
This wasn't a part of the plan
At least I'll just smoke in the corner alone
Fiddle with my phone, get a ride home
Don't talk to me, please talk to me
I've got history
I laugh with my friends, and I really extend myself
Holding on by a thread
I've tried on new lenses, to give me incentives
To end all the tragedies in my head
I'm mostly sad (Sad)
Everything's feeling real bad (Bad)
Watch all my s**t hit the fan (Sad)
So sorry to my mum and dad
Honestly, I'm just real sad (Sad)
Everything's feeling real bad (Bad)
Watch all my s**t hit the fan (Sad)
This wasn't a part of the plan (Sad)
Dear Mrs. Robertson, tell them who I really am
Dear Mrs. Robertson, tell them who I really am
Oh, I'm mostly sad (Sad)
Everything's feeling real bad (Bad)
Watch all my s**t hit the fan (Sad)
This wasn't a part of the plan (Oh, this wasn't a part of the plan)
Honestly, I'm just real sad (Sad)
Everything's feeling real bad (Bad)
So sorry to my mum and dad (I'm so sorry, so sorry)
This wasn't a part of the plan (Sad)
Honestly, I'm just real sad
