Still Awake at 2AM

Streetlights bleeding through the blinds

Can’t tell if it’s late or just my mind

Phone face down, but I still check

Like you might text, yeah I know, what a mess

Low-key tired of overthinking

Every silence feels too loud

I tell myself I’m cool with distance

But your name still hangs around

I’m still awake at 2 AM

Talking to the ceiling again

Saying I’m fine, but I don’t know

Why letting go feels way too slow

Yeah I’m okay, or so I pretend

Scrolling back to where we end

Still awake at 2 AM

Missing you more than I planned

Coffee cold on the kitchen sink

Same song plays, same old thing

I got used to being alone

But some nights don’t feel like home

I don’t wanna make it dramatic

Guess I just miss how it felt

When your laugh was automatic

And I wasn’t talking to myself

I’m still awake at 2 AM

Talking to the ceiling again

Saying I’m fine, but I don’t know

Why letting go feels way too slow

Yeah I’m okay, or so I pretend

Scrolling back to where we end

Still awake at 2 AM

Missing you more than I planned

Maybe it’s just the night

Messing with my head again

Or maybe some feelings

Don’t fade when you tell them to end

I’m still awake at 2 AM

Yeah I say your name, then stop myself

I’ll be alright, I swear I will

Just not tonight, just not yet still

If I fall asleep, maybe then

Tomorrow hurts a little less

Still awake at 2 AM

But I’ll be fine… yeah, I guess

Streetlights fade into the dawn

Guess the night is almost gone