Cancer Took Her First (Explicit)

i feel it coming for her

i saw it rip her open

i cant fucking breathe

ash on her lips, blood in the sheets

i watched her fade between the beats

the poison slow, her breath like glass

she laughed at death, and took another drag

i tried to save her, but she wouldnt stop

she said let me feel it burn, its all i got

empty pills and radiation glow

held her hand, but not her soul

fire in her lungs, i couldnt put it out

trapped in her room, i screamed and shouted

i saw her fade, while smiling at me

cancer took her first, and it took her free

needles in arms, light through the blinds

no sleep, no rest, no peace of mind

she said dont cry, this is mine to own

but i cried alone

she burned inside, from cigs to chemo

an angel on fire, in a hospital glow

her lungs screamed louder than mine

i let go, but never got out alive

shes gone, no goodbye

her smoke, still in my eyes

rip me out, of this fucking body

cancer took her first, it never asked me

fire in her lungs, i couldnt put it out

trapped in her room, i screamed and shouted

she smiled at me, with death in her eyes

cancer took her first, but it never dies

i still hear her laugh

in the smoke i breathe

she said dont cry for me

but i still do

cancer took her first

now its taking me too