There's a glass where your face used to live
I smashed it slow just to feel something give
Your voice still hums in the walls of my chest
But I laugh when it begs me to rest
I wore your name like a chain on my tongue
Now I chew on the silence half-undone
You wanted a saint—well darling look close
I'm the wreck that you chose the ghost you dispose
Oh I'm cold cold as the floor where you knelt
Promising heaven in the hell that we built
Now your mercy's a shard in my side
But I'll bleed with a grin—watch me thrive
On the ash of your goodbye
I trace your spine in the dust on the shelf
A museum of us and I hate myself
For remembering the curve of your"never again"
While your new love draws circles on the skin I was in
You gave me a knife said"carve out the ache"
So I did—now my ribs are a cage you can't break
You weep for the boy that I used to be
But that boy drowned slow in the sea you set free
Oh I'm cold cold as the floor where you knelt
Promising heaven in the hell that we built
Now your mercy's a shard in my side
But I'll bleed with a grin—watch me thrive
On the ash of your goodbye
I hope your new sun burns your eyes
I hope you choke on your lullabies
When you reach for my hand in the dark of your room
You'll grab only smoke—and the scent of my doom
So keep your regret in a velvet-lined box
I'm done being glass for your knuckles to knock
I'm the splinter you can't dig out—
Cold proud and loud in my doubt
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