I've been gripping at the edge but I can't get a hold of it
Trying to escape
We all got secrets and we never tell a soul about it
Can you all relate
People wouldn't talk if they really knew the whole of it
Nothing to debate
It's like it lives inside of us all
I don't know where I want to be
Following this dream got me labeled an oddity
Weight of the world feel it sitting on top of me
Following this path where it goes I got to see
Looking for something that just can numb the part of me
Looking at the past and behold it honestly
Where you stand you will fall
But I'm guessing I chose that
Music in a pill form hit you like prozac
Kill the old version of me and then I rose back
Get up stretch then I'm ripping off the toe tag
Life was so rad now I'm in my notepad
Trying not to reminisce on what I once had
When it's all that I know
Find comfort in strange places
Think big but first learn the basics
All I see are concerned faces
You control your story you can turn the pages
Strange thing is I came brand new
In the fog under the midnight moon
Hit my head and then I came back to
So many lessons that we just had to walk through yeah
This is recovery ain't no evil in front of me
I've been trying to change my life
It's like I'm s-s-s-stuttering
All the bills have been doubling
When it's raining it's thundering
And I take it with a grain of salt
It's definitely humbling
When you're lost and you're tumbling
and your heart has been rumbling
You just focus on the music
Everything else is plummeting
And you still have made a choice
Even if you ain't done a thing
Where you stand you fall ( Pick a side)
I've been gripping at the edge but I can't get ahold of it
Trying to escape
We all got secrets and we never tell a soul about it
Can you all relate
People wouldn't talk if they really knew the whole of it
Nothing to debate
It's like it lives inside of us all
I don't know where I want to be
Following this dream got me labeled an oddity
Weight of the world feel it sitting on top of me
Following this path where it goes I got to see
Looking for something that just can numb the part of me
Looking at the past and behold it honestly
Where you stand you will fall
Really though I'm lucky cause I got the motivation
Some are born of poverty and others innovation
Going to take a lot just to kill my inspiration
Finally awaken from the moment that I caved in
We don't know what's coming all of us are unaware
Caught up in a dream or is it a nightmare
I've been working everyday to be a better version of me
No one said it would be fair but
I've been gripping at the edge but I can't get a hold of it
Trying to escape
We all got secrets and we never tell a soul about it
Can you all relate
People wouldn't talk if they really knew the whole of it
Nothing to debate
It's like it lives inside of us all
I don't know where I want to be
Following this dream got me labeled an oddity
Weight of the world feel it sitting on top of me
Following this path where it goes I got to see
Looking for something that just can numb the part of me
Looking at the past and behold it honestly
Where you stand you will fall
(Strange thing is I came brand new
In the fog under the midnight moon
