I Want You to Know - 晗烁
Lyrics by:Joel Sparks
Composed by:Joel Sparks
Arranged by:Joel Sparks
I have a hidden secret
It's no longer so hidden now
But I cannot let you know
Because I don't know how
I like the way that we talk
Don't want to be a stranger from now
But if I take off my mask
You would be asking me how
For a million times
You tell me how
Much you hate people like this
So what would happen
If I try to tell you this
I want you to know who I really am
But I know you'll never hug me again
When the truth is revealed
It would sound so unreal
And you would leave me forever
I want you to know who I am inside
But you would leave without saying goodbye
Tell me I'll go to hell
And wish I am not well
And say you hope we have never met
Maybe you've guessed by now
You just wouldn't say it out loud
Or you wouldn't believe it's true
So you pretend it's not
For a million times
You tell me how
Much you hate people like this
So what would happen
If I try to tell you this
I want you to know who I really am
But I know you'll never hug me again
When the truth is revealed
It would sound so unreal
And you would leave me forever
I want you to know who I am inside
But you would leave without saying goodbye
Tell me I'll go to hell
And wish I am not well
And say you hope we have never met
I have almost forgotten
What it feels like
To be who I really am
With my armor down
But I really can not
I want you to hug me
The real me inside
But it won't happen
This is my life
I will live it the way I like
I want you to know who I really am
But I know you'll never hug me again
When the truth is revealed
It would sound so unreal
And you would leave me forever