[00:11.62]I don't want to heal - NiExshadow
[00:11.98]The sun comes up
[00:15.08]But I stay in bed
[00:18.40]I keep your voice
[00:21.52]Inside my head
[00:24.86]They say I should get up
[00:28.25]They say I should try
[00:31.75]But I'm not ready
[00:34.81]To say goodbye
[00:38.70]I don't want to heal
[00:41.58]I don't want to be okay
[00:44.77]I want to keep the hurt
[00:48.16]From yesterday
[00:51.60]If the pain goes away
[00:55.08]Then you're really gone
[00:58.09]So I'll stay in the dark
[01:02.05]I don't want the dawn
[01:05.17]No I don't want to heal
[01:11.73]I look at your pictures
[01:14.98]I touch your old clothes
[01:19.01]Where the love went
[01:22.03]Nobody knows
[01:25.31]If I fix my heart
[01:28.32]And I'm in the crack
[01:31.54]I'm scared that it means
[01:35.21]You're not coming back
[01:38.75]I don't want to heal
[01:41.57]I don't want to be okay
[01:44.74]I want to keep the hurt
[01:48.13]From yesterday
[01:51.54]If the pain goes away
[01:55.07]Then you're really gone
[01:58.13]So I'll stay in the dark
[02:01.98]I don't want the dawn
[02:05.15]No I don't want to heal
[02:12.05]Let it hurt
[02:15.28]Let it stay
[02:20.69]Don't take the sadness away
[02:25.32]Let it hurt
[02:29.16]Let it stay
[02:34.34]It's all I have left today
[02:41.85]I'll stay broken
[02:45.29]I'll stay blue
[02:48.24]It's the only way
[02:51.36]To stay close to you
[02:55.30]I don't want to heal
[03:01.97]I don't want to heal