[00:04.03]breakdown song - KMurdock Music Group
[00:04.27]Sunshine through my window got me smiling wide
[00:07.30]Phones blowing up with texts I leave on read
[00:11.00]Everyone's asking why I'm glowing so bright
[00:14.30]If they only knew what's going on in my head
[00:18.06]I laugh a little louder
[00:20.07]Dress a little bolder
[00:21.69]My makeup game so perfect
[00:23.73]Hiding all the flaws
[00:25.16]They say,"Damn girl, you never looked better"
[00:28.73]While I'm counting down the minutes till alone with my thoughts
[00:33.27]This smile's my best costume
[00:36.91]This laugh, my greatest lie
[00:40.56]I'm dancing through the ruins while everything burns inside
[00:46.62]So clap your hands and sing along
[00:50.52]To my happiest breakdown song
[00:54.16]Yeah, I look so good falling apart
[00:57.59]My highlights popping while I'm coming undone
[01:01.91]Post another selfie, captions full of joy
[01:05.56]#Blessed, #LivingMyBestLife
[01:06.47]Got them all convinced
[01:10.80]I'm riding some high while I'm barely holding on through the night
[01:16.25]Perfecting my technique of the mid-conversation escape
[01:20.55]Bathroom breaks when tears start to form
[01:23.51]You're good, they ask, I say never been better, babe
[01:27.43]As I practice my smile in the mirror once more
[01:31.45]This smile's my best costume
[01:35.09]This laugh, my greatest lie
[01:38.74]I'm dancing through the ruins while everything burns inside
[01:44.80]So clap your hands and sing along
[01:48.71]To my happiest breakdown song
[01:52.34]Yeah, I look so good falling apart
[01:55.78]My highlights popping while I'm coming undone
[01:59.87]It's easier this way
[02:03.45]No questions, no concern
[02:06.88]Keep the darkness at bay
[02:10.51]Where nobody can learn
[02:14.43]The truth behind these eyes
[02:18.04]The weight behind this chest
[02:21.17]My most convincing disguise
[02:25.11]Is pretending I'm my best
[02:29.59]Funny how they buy it every single time
[02:32.62]This act I've been perfecting year by year
[02:36.25]They see exactly what I want them to find
[02:39.90]A carefully constructed atmosphere
[02:43.47]Sometimes I almost believe it myself
[02:47.17]That this performance might become real
[02:50.78]But underneath the shell of mental health
[02:54.21]There's a truth that I can no longer conceal
[02:58.72]This smile's my best costume
[03:02.35]This laugh, my greatest lie
[03:06.01]I'm dancing through the ruins while everything burns inside
[03:12.06]So clap your hands and sing along
[03:15.98]To my happiest breakdown song
[03:20.55]This smile's my best costume
[03:24.18]This laugh, my greatest lie
[03:27.83]I'm dancing through the ruins while everything burns inside
[03:33.89]So clap your hands and sing along
[03:37.82]To my happiest breakdown song
[03:41.43]Yeah, I look so good falling apart
[03:44.87]My highlights popping while I'm coming undone
[03:47.83]Watch me shine while I fall apart
[03:51.34]See me glow as I break down