[00:00.16]Self Medicated - Until I Wake
[00:01.14]Lyrics by：Nick Matzkows/August Geitner/Cody Johnson/Ryan Ridley/Jon Eberhard
[00:01.53]Composed by：Nick Matzkows/August Geitner/Cody Johnson/Ryan Ridley/Jon Eberhard
[00:14.99]A cynic I'm hopeless I'm broken
[00:18.19]There is no light inside of me
[00:21.63]I'm tired I'm restless I'm lonesome
[00:24.60]But I can never sleep
[00:28.21]My mind plays games when I'm alone now
[00:31.44]You said the worst things to get inside my head
[00:34.80]Intoxication takes control now
[00:38.10]Self-medication takes it's grip
[00:42.36]I'm crawling on the floor
[00:44.98]Take deep breaths your heart is racing
[00:48.90]There's clawing at the door
[00:51.65]Oh God don't let 'em take me
[00:54.65]Now I have to find a way out
[00:59.20]I have to find my voice
[01:02.44]I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
[01:07.73]Good for me
[01:09.13]When I'm completely numb a darkness takes me
[01:15.31]I turn into someone I hate completely
[01:22.12]It's me against the world
[01:25.26]Take cover you cannot fix me
[01:28.62]And just throw me to the wolves
[01:31.12]I'm a victim of self-pity
[01:34.31]Now I have to find a way out
[01:38.94]I have to find my voice
[01:42.16]I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
[01:47.33]Now I have to find a way back
[01:52.07]I have to make a choice
[01:55.16]I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me
[02:01.93]I've given up
[02:05.16]I'm in for a lifetime of
[02:07.85]Second-guessing everything that I've become
[02:12.83]That I've become
[02:14.97]My mind plays games when I'm alone
[02:21.55]Self-medicated intoxication takes control
[02:27.31]Now I have to find my way out
[02:31.75]I have to find my voice find my voice
[02:36.54]These thoughts are no good for me
[02:41.86]Now I have to find a way out
[02:46.79]I have to find my voice
[02:50.10]I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
[02:55.42]Now I have to find a way back
[02:59.85]I have to make a choice
[03:03.14]I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me