Heartbreak (Explicit)

Only so much someone can take

Before the doctors heads start to shake

They have no idea how to fix me

So instead they're trying to ditch me

I'd rather be thrown into a ditch

My lifeless body will cure the itch

People tell me to hold on tight

But if they felt my pain they'd say I was right

So **** it

I'm just so sick of the heartbreak

I find a solution and it's taken away

I'm just so sick of the heartache

I never ever want to be awake again

I'd take my own life but I'm a coward

Tried so many times I'm overpowered

Of the fear of what happens after you die

So then I just learn how to get by

But why?

But why?

But why?

Hold on

But there is nothing to hold on to

Fading

My hope is fading away

Stay here

I'm not going anywhere

But I

Don't have any the answers

I'm

Sick

So sick of the ****ing heartache

Does anyone know what the **** year this is?

It's unacceptable how many people

are still sick

Poor mental health ruins society

While all the doctors fill their pockets with more money

Is that what this is about

Getting rich off the weak?

I'm still mentally ill but they're the real ****ing freaks

Millions of people diagnosed every day

Throwing pills at us like it'll ****ing save us

Bullshit they don't ****ing care

Pharmaceutical companies run by billionaires

If they found a cure they'd be out on the streets

Or they'd have to work real jobs

What a travesty

I'm

Sick

So sick of the ****ing heartbreak

I'm

Sick

So sick of the ****ing heartache

I'm

Sick

So sick of the ****ing heartbreak

I'm

Sick

So sick of ****ing heartache

I'm

Sick

So sick of the ****ing heartbreak!

I'm

Sick

So sick of the ****ing heartache!

I'm

Sick!