Home from California looking like the hell you’ve seen
You only brought the clothes you’re in
And she missed you and you’re older
And you’re back laid on her shoulder
Talking about love again
You say it’s nothing like the last time
Think I found the real thing
If I only have this one life
It should take the shape I’m in
He just wanted to surround me
I just wanted to believe when he said
“Every time my heart broke it was leading you to me”
Does it hurt to talk about it? Uh huh
Coz you never thought to doubt it? Uh huh
The last time you had it almost killed you
But you still wanna do this? Uh huh
New York City summer broke you down in ’23
Fire escape unravelling
No escaping 89 degrees
Couldn’t breathe and couldn’t sleep
And you could’ve swore you lost it all
But it all turned out to be
Just one year-long long-distance call
Does it hurt to think about it? Uh huh
Coz you really thought you’d found it? Uh huh
Find someone you love and let it kill you
But you still wanna do this? Uh huh
How I see it, it’s a lonely life without this kind of
Time doesn’t heal everything but it tries
He lost you forever
When you ended that last call
She turned out to be the one he needed after all
Love should be described more as a climb than as a fall
Will it hurt to think about it? Uh huh
And you’ll never wanna doubt it? Uh huh
The last time you have it, it won’t kill you
You still wanna do this? Uh huh
