编曲：rubenmccarter, clef
制作：BRAINFREEZE
混音：Massica
母带：Massica
(Tell me that you're not happy but still survive)
（告诉我，即使不快乐也要活下去）
(Say it, say it to me, to me)
（告诉我吧）
怎么算更好呢
比从前更好呢
会不会更好呢
比以前更好呢
怎么算更好呢
比从前更好呢
我会不会好呢
(Heavy but still survive)
（沉重却依然能生存）
一遍一遍不厌其烦
承认祸比福来得快
梦醒后就不再
梦醒后就不再
迷失是自由的未来
怎么计算是好是坏
梦醒后就不再
梦醒后我也不再
Ah ah
I choked underwater thought everything was set in stone
水下呛水的那一刻 以为一切早就写死了
I can feel his confidence armed through his every bone
他骨子里透出的自信 武装至他的每一处骨髓
I was beaten up head in the dirt I had to lay down prone
我曾被打趴 头着地埋在土里 只好卑微地匍匐
我到底是谁
还要质疑几回
空气能否回答我
错过了机会
跟随风再被摧毁
根本没有错与对
I can't live
我活不下去
I can't live without the adrenaline I've been assigned by birth
肾上腺素是天生的 没它我活不了
I can't stand
我无法忍受
I can't live an average life knowing that I don't deserve it
普通日子我过不了 因为我不配
I can't sing
我无法歌唱
Yeah I made it to make it there's no need to be humble about it
我爬上来就是为了站在顶端 没必要装谦虚
(I can't say it anymore)
（我不能再说了）
Yeah I made it to make it there's no need to be sorry about-
我成功就是为了登顶，无需道歉
(I'll never forget that)
（我永远不会忘记）
I got a lot of s*** to say yeah
我有很多想说的
I got a lot of s*** to say yeah
我有很多想说的
S***, I gotta make a-, I gotta make a-
我得留下 我得留下
S***, I gotta make a statement
我得留下段宣言
I know y'all done for waitin'
我知道你们等不及了
I gotta keep my peers in they place
我得让同行安分守己一点
BRAINFREEZE back in the building
毕竟脑冻回来了
Ruben is back in the game yeah
Ruben回来了
Kimiko standing right here with me
Kimiko还站在我身边
Been praying for this day yeah
为此可是祈祷了很多年
I done see motherf***ers tryna be me
有多少人想成为我
Taggin' my name on their profile
把我名字艾特在他们主页上
Why they approaching me like they know what I'm on
总有群人靠上来好像他们懂我在搞什么
Baby f*** we got no ties
我跟你毫无瓜葛宝贝
I can count the bros and goats with five fingers
一只手就能数过来身边的真兄弟们
Michael put a ring on it
乔丹借我用用你的几枚戒指
I just bagged 100k off a deal
刚签下一个十万的合同
Might go and cop a ring stunnin'
真得去买个戒指了
S***, l really did that
真人真事儿
别抱怨市场不景气你只是没什么才华
活得像只老鼠不如取消订单别喝那杯奶茶
First name Ruben last name McCarter
鲁本大爷来了
给你意见你得采纳
(Woah, yea, woah, yea, woah, yea)
（嗨起来）
Show me how high can you get
看看你能有多嗨
(Woah, yea, woah, yea, woah, yea)
（嗨起来啊）
Cuz we're f***ed up, we're so insane
我们完蛋了
Wen-went missing for a whole year
失踪了一整年
No way I just survived that s***
我竟然挺过来了
Swear I'll make it outta here
发誓我会逃出去的
One of us two won't make it
我们俩总有一个撑不过去
Say hi to my bestie, she just had a stroke
跟我闺蜜打个招呼 她刚刚中风了
So in love with the music, might slit my f***ing throat
爱上了音乐 可能会割断我的喉咙
I could've been anywhere, could've been all over the country
我本可以去任何地方
But what's the point of going without you
但没有你又有什么意义呢
Yea, yea, yea, make yourself go
让你自己嗨起来
Hand me in your life, go, go, go
把你的生命交给我
Tell you parents you have to go
告诉你的父母你得走了
Tell you friends you wouldn't be here for a long time, let 'em know
让你的朋友们知道你很长一段时间都不会回来
Go, yea, go, go
嗨吧
You have to let yourself go
你得尽情的嗨
Yea, your arms were the last thing that I called home
你的怀抱曾是我最后能称之为家的地方
In the air, I thought I tasted your blood
那时在空中我感觉尝到了你血液的味道
Getting naked, b**** you a f***ing weirdo
像个怪胎一样浑身赤裸
How high can you get, how the f*** high can you get?
你到底能有多嗨？
How the f***, how the f*** high can you get?
你到底能有多嗨？
How the f***, how the f*** high can you get?
你到底能有多嗨？
16 when I had that b****
在16岁认识了一位缪斯
She was 27 on my d***
爱上我时她27
18 when I bagged my hit
18岁写出的「树脂」
Been know y'all tryna ride this d***
我知道你们想与我分一杯羹
I shoot with the flick of my wrist
我摆动手腕随着指尖出手
I send shots like a whiskey b****
我打出的shots烈过威士忌
Been known since I was a kid
从小我就自知
I spit crazy like it's a tick
我疯起来不受控制
Come and go like a piss in the wind
你们转瞬即逝好比迎着风撒尿
But I'm still here and I'm still the jit
但我还在这里 依旧是那位小毛孩
I smoke three packs in a day
我一天得抽三包
Voice is gone but it's none of your biz
嗓子快哑了但关你屁事
I don't eat I don't f***ing drink
我不吃饭也不喝水
What I do is I light up a cig
我就点上一根
I knew I'd make it here
走到今天是天注定
Rub my face all over her tits
一头把脸埋进她胸口
(I can't never ever ever let you take my f***ing throne)
（我可永远不会让你篡取我的王位）
(I can't never ever ever let you take my f***ing throne)
（我可永远不会让你篡取我的王位）
