Antis - Riell/Riell Phillipos/Catherine Bliemel
Composed by：Riell Phillipos/Catherine Bliemel
Produced by：OBLVYN
Someone says a joke and it's funny so I laugh
But I didn't feel it
My ex hit me up so I cried
But I didn't mean it
And I think that I kinda like this not really feeling
Antis got me some type of way
I'm floating up in space
Nobody's real this way
I might be not okay
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
Now it's been a while since I tried
To let out all the pain through bleeding
Think this is a first
A full night of me truly sleeping
Yeah I miss the highs
But I'm scared to feel all my feelings
Antis got to go some day
I'm floating up in space
Nobody's real this way
I might be not okay
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
I'm hoping with therapy
My mind will stop hating me
I might be fine one day
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
It doesn't feel that way
It doesn't feel that way
It doesn't feel that way
It doesn't feel that way
I'm floating up in space
Nobody's real this way
I might be not okay
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
I'm hopin' with therapy
My mind will stop hating me
I might be fine one day
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
