when i look at u (my pupils don't dilate)

so yeah, think i’ll go first

that was weird, but well-rehearsed

the cutest quiver, lack of bass

your voice sounded from outer space

but, the content of your monologue

made me blurt out a ‘what the ****’

i do regret, you went to bed,

and i’m lowkey wishing i was dead

this wasn’t real

truth be told i didn’t feel like

i was being myself

and these jokes, they didn’t help

cause, now it feels like

i’m watching from the sideline

i can’t pretend that i regret the things

i said, but i know i can promise you

i’ll try my hardest

not to be the one you’re thinking of

let’s be honest

you fell in love with something that i’m not

i feel so mean

but, this is not a movie scene

with pouring rain, and eyes locked in

don’t know what you’re imagining

tonight i can’t stick to your script

no climax into touching lips

not now, not ever

i’ll try my hardest

not to be the one you’re thinking of

let’s be honest

you fell in love with something that i’m not

this is great!

i don’t feel a ****ing thing

baby, the tables have turned

and now i’m pulling the strings

this is great! this is great!

oh yeah, that used to be me

but now i couldn’t care less

cause there will never be a ‘we’

i’ll try my hardest

not to be the one you’re thinking of

let’s be honest

you fell in love with something that i’m not