Sail (Explicit)

All this ex **** is still new to me

This waking up without seeing a DM is confusing me

Never been desperate for affection like this

Being loved romantically seemed to turn on something new in me

You were nothing but perfect to me

Loving me never sounded like it was a question when you said you did

I never focused on my mistakes when you were here

You leaving me was never supposed to be happening

We were gonna have a future together

I was already thinking about having your last name

I was dreaming about the documents we’d sign when we’d buy an apartment together in some city

You’d be mine

Last night, I thought about why I’ve been falling in love so quickly lately

I guess I’m just desperate to forget you

I’m tryna disregard that I lost a real one

That I let someone who loved me go because I didn’t believe we’d go nowhere

I was half-right

(I went nowhere)

Nick and Ava cannot replace you

I need to see your face to undo it all

‘Cause I’m still falling

(Can I still call?)

There’s your smiling face

I get a rush

The hand you’re holding tells me enough

Sailing away

I guess I’m replaced

You happy now?

Wonder how you feel knowing it’s (too late for us)

Wouldn’t be surprised if we’re (both scared of love)

(Is it bad that I want more?) (oh)

I have so much I wanna say